5:26PM
even my best friend accompany me this morning... i still feel uneasy of my feelings... for the whole time... i have a lot of brothers who cared me, loved me, and worried me... but today... i dont know why that feeling is coming back... i only missed him... no one else... not even one of the brothers now... im really confused now... for all the brothers... i dont have the feelings i had on him.... he is a very important and perfect brother... no one can compare with him.... not even one of them now... maybe all of my brothers now are just part of him.... he is them... i really dont know what to do now... all i just wish that he is here... if he is here, he will tell me what to do... i really started to miss him... i just want to see him once more.... just once... for my last time... i had argued with my brothers about this... i feel bad... but i couldnt stop... i just dont know what to do... there are already too much things happened on me... i just wish he is here... he will know how to help me... but the thing is... he is not existed anymore... even the song he left for me... couldnt help me... only making me miss him more... T^T
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