慢慢的可以接受我的病情了。慢慢的也习惯了单身的生活。遇过很多人，也被人骗过很多次。终于，还是单身。看来，还是要慢慢来而且要等很久。我忽然发觉，其实慢慢的喜欢一个人，慢慢的和他知道对一点，慢慢的感受和他经历的事情，其实可以是很愉快的。。。所以还是慢慢来吧。。。不知不觉，已经是吃药的第五天了。。。还是没有什么改变。。。这几天吃的都是面包，粥和面。。。很想念吃饭的日子。。。很想念吃零食的日子。。。现在吃饭都麻烦到大家了。。。就因为我的病，他们就迁就我去吃我能吃的地方。。。真的很对不起他们。。。尤其是我的好姐妹。。。要她接受这个病情。。。很难得了。。。再多一个礼拜+两天。。。就要看医生了。。。如果这些要帮不到我的话。。。唯一剩下的就是打针和开刀。。。会好回吗？还可以见到我想见的人吗？我还可以见我哥哥吗？我还可以和我好姐妹一起毕业吗？我还可以和我同班同学一起上课吗？我不知道，我只能相信我自己。。。现在做好自己的功课，上课，吃药，照顾自己就可以了。。。很感谢很多朋友，哥哥，弟弟，姊妹，家人的支持。。。^^
Slowly by slowly, day by day pass by, now i can accept my sickness, my single life. had met a lot of kind of people, and got cheated by a lot of people as well...in the end, im still single i guess if everything get slowly maybe i can have another way of life... slowly know each other, take times... but it is worth ... i now prefer spending time together much then only start dating...it has been five days for my medication, it seems that there is no changes for it... my meals for nowadays are just breads, porridge, and noodles... i missed the rice, the soup, the fast foods...i feel guilty for my friends, especially my best friend who had accompanied me these few days, they eat at places where only i can eat...and for her to bear my secret is really very appreciate her... now to my next visit of my doctor is 1 week plus 2 days... if the medication didnt work, means that i will need injection and operation... will i get better? will i be able to meet the one who i wanted to meet? will i be able to meet my gor? will i be able to graduate with my sister? will i be able to study with my classmates? i dont know, all i can do is to believe in myself, and do my homework, go for classes, eat my medicine, take care of myself then its enough, i really appreciated all my brothers, sisters, friends and family supporting me this whole period....
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