20/09/2010

7:51 am
We could only be brothers... this is what he told me before i sleep... im not feeling well, plus to hear that is like taking my life... he loves and cares me as a friend a brother... but we are no compatible for each other... maybe he's right, im not really that compatible to him because he dont like what i likes, but i like to know everything he likes... the LAW books, the politics sciences, the places he had travelled... but this is all just he likes, so now that we are unable to be couple i think seeing him happy is the least i can do for him... being my brother is better than just being friends....
12:11 pm
I waited for his text or call... but there is none coming... maybe he is busy or something else... but i will wait... because i know he still cares me...
2:54 pm
I think i finally can accept that he is my brother now... at least he loves me and cares me as a brother... and having a good brother like him... is already enough... he will very busy this weeks... i think i should give him my support too... thanks gor if you are reading this... im happy to tell you that you are such a good and caring, loving brother to me...