9:10pm
hihi, sorry for not writing anything for these few days... quite busy around... My result is out and i was quite surprise with it... 4B and 2A。hehe.... next week will be my diploma starts.... but, most of my friends are leaving due to their result.... i missed them... i tried my best to keep all of them together so we can graduate together... i even go to extra classes just to help their resits.... i learn the topics i didnt learn before just to help them... i thought i was doing great... but it turns out i didnt... i didnt force them to study.... now they are gone... suddenly i feel so lonely... all of my best friends just go one by one... when i heard they say they failed... i wish i could cry out but instead... i act like im very proud and make the people around me hates me... maybe im trying my best not to cry.... but the moment i write this... my tears fall like rains... is it really that hard to accept the truth... is it really hard to be a good person... to sacrifice for them... to see them happy... to be together for a long time... what should i do now... with everyone leaving me... all i can do now is to help them? or wait them? i dont know really very unhappy now
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