10:53pm
Today is the last day i will be at kl... have been single for 3 weeks... dates with few guys... but it seems no fruit is is grow yet... it will take times for us to grow frutifully... hehe... i just got these feelings everyday that a person that i like will not like me... due to my habits(changing in the process) now im just waiting for that person to tell me he is ready and will accept me... holiday is not a good thing for me... especially when i broke up... it is very hard to stand up during that time because my friends are all busy and im all alone at home... so i just cry out non stop for nothing... all the flash back he gave me.... i think i started forgetting... everyone give me memories... i will only store good memories... and forgetting the bad memories... not deleting them... because you may not know when they will suddenly reappear in your life... and today it is the day that you left me in this world... i miss you... it is surprisingly fast that you are pass away for 3 years... im still keeping the diary you gave me... thank you for giving me wonderful memories 3 years ago... happy birthday "Jason Tan"... if only that day you didnt rush to see me... we maybe still are happy together...
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