10:10pm
It has been so long since the last time i wrote this blog... it is very uneasy for me to settle down now... when everyone is leaving and everyone will be busy with their new life... for now i just wish that they can be happy... and i will support them no matter what happened... for me now im in diploma level and things is not as easy as i thought... but i think i need to put a little bit more effort on it... no one really knows how i feel now.... even though im not feeling so well now... i just cannot show others my true face... because i dont want them to worry me... i wish to help them... i dont want to be take care anymore... i wanna help, share and solve problem.... i wish to be accepted... seeing friends hating each other, seeing a child abandoned his family, seeing a brother is crying.... all these makes me wanna cry... wish there will be someone here and now holding my hand and give me support with his charming smile... with his supportive words... with his strong eyes... give me energy to stand... T^T
